Hi Everyone
I'm almost too depressed to write this but I feel quite supported by my fellow bloggers so I thought I would. It will, however, probably be shorter than my usual posts.
Today I had a fairly good day (writing class, my studies and coffee with a friend) until I got home.
There was an envelope pushed under my door. I immediately felt something was up.
I tore it open and read it. It said that I have until the end of July to find alternative accommodation as a relative of my land lady will be moving into the flat then.
End of July, you may think, that's ages. It might be for some people but not for me. I can not get a house with a private land lord or agency as, during the period that my mental illness was acute, I was always in trouble for a messy house and debts.
I, therefore, have to go through the public system or live with someone I know. I see my case manager tomorrow and hopefully she will be able to assist me.
Right now I feel so depressed I almost don't want to go on living.
For those that pray please, please, please pray for me in this situation.
Thank you to everyone who has been reading this blog and encouraging me.
God Bless you all
Amber
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Oh, Amber I am so sorry to hear that for you. I know there is nothing i can say to make you feel ok about whats happening, but only to pray, which i did when i received your message. I know it looks terrible right now, but keep doing what your doing as you said you would when you were not feeling well because you are doing very well. It is a struggle but believe that the Lord will see you through this. He will.
ReplyDeleteLove you Tracey.
Thanks Tracey
ReplyDeleteKeep praying. I hope I will feel better soon.
God Bless
Amber
Sometimes it's one minute at a time...one hour..one day. God will see you through this. All of us have been there, in some way or another, and all of us have seen the miracles that God works. Keep the faith. :)
ReplyDeleteThanks. I find it difficult to live in the moment. please pray for me.
ReplyDeleteGod Bless
Amber
Ambersun, you know I am praying for you. God will provide. It may seem like at the last moment, but God is never late to answer! I know you are feeling the pressure of this added burden, and we all are here for you dear one to lift you up!!!
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry, Ambersun! I'll be praying hard for you. I know God will come through. You're His precious child and He will look after you, even if it's not in the way you expect. Know that you are surrounded by His love and by the love of many others, including myself.
ReplyDeletePraying for you, dear.
Blire
Thank you for your comment! I am so sorry to hear about your news! I am trust that God is with you and that He will keep you safe during your time of need. I am so sorry that you have to go through all this with all the stress you have been under already. So often it seems like it is just one thing after another but, just rely as much as you can on God and know that even when it seems like He has forsaken you, He always has the final word and He always pulls you through your troubles in one way or another no matter how strange. I will be praying for you!
ReplyDeleteAmber, I know there is no way I can fix this for you, but just know that there are many of us out here praying for you. I truly trust in God and know that he will provide. You are in my thoughts.
ReplyDeleteDanielle
Oh Amber, please hang in there! It will work out one way or another. There are a lot of people who care about you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you! Let us all know how your meeting with the case manager goes.
ReplyDeleteI don't even know you, but Amber, you're in my thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for your thoughts and prayers.
ReplyDeleteI am putting in my application for public housing tomorrow and will probably have an interview after my Easter Holiday.
God Bless you all
Amber
I am so sorry that you are going through this. I hope you find somewhere soon.
ReplyDeleteKate
So sorry to hear about your situation, I hope things get sorted out quickly for you.
ReplyDeleteThanks Kate and Sorlil
ReplyDeleteI hope it gets sorted out soon too!
I am putting in an application for government housing today.
God Bless
Amber