I'm almost too depressed to write this but I feel quite supported by my fellow bloggers so I thought I would. It will, however, probably be shorter than my usual posts.
Today I had a fairly good day (writing class, my studies and coffee with a friend) until I got home.
There was an envelope pushed under my door. I immediately felt something was up.
I tore it open and read it. It said that I have until the end of July to find alternative accommodation as a relative of my land lady will be moving into the flat then.
End of July, you may think, that's ages. It might be for some people but not for me. I can not get a house with a private land lord or agency as, during the period that my mental illness was acute, I was always in trouble for a messy house and debts.
I, therefore, have to go through the public system or live with someone I know. I see my case manager tomorrow and hopefully she will be able to assist me.
Right now I feel so depressed I almost don't want to go on living.
For those that pray please, please, please pray for me in this situation.
Thank you to everyone who has been reading this blog and encouraging me.
God Bless you all